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Overthinking the Miracle

January 16, 2016 by David Anderson 10 Comments

This morning the rains doused everything and then moved on. The clouds broke and the early morning sun broke through. Coming low off the horizon it backlit a wet landscape. I looked out and saw the bare and black tree branches dripping with tiny water droplets and in the brilliant sun they appeared as a million diamonds. I was momentarily stunned.

I said to my son-in-law, sitting at the table eating eggs on toast, “Andy, look.” I called to Pam in the kitchen, “Look.”

In the moment I didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t just go back to reading the paper, so I looked again at the trees and the serried rows of perfectly spaced gems glinting in the sunlight. I knew this moment mattered, but I didn’t know what to do with it.

How can I save this moment? What does this mean? What should I do about it? I need to make sense of something that is natural and yet paranormal. I should get my phone and take a picture. (I’m a lousy nature photographer.) This is transcendent. (I’m just making this up.)

I went back to the trees, gazing at the wet black boughs. How fast the morning sun rises. Now the angle of light was off. The water droplets went dark. I went back to the paper.

Hours later as I was shaving, I saw the diamonds. The whole scene was there again, as scintillating as the first moment. I didn’t understand it, finally. It didn’t make sense. I did not find its ‘meaning.’ It simply was, and I was simply grateful.

I thought in that pause over the sink, my face covered in white, This is why the mystics say, “Don’t think; just look.”

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  1. Marilyn Topar says

    January 16, 2016 at 7:55 pm

    To look and be grateful – can’t get much better than that!

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    • David Anderson says

      January 17, 2016 at 7:34 am

      Amen.

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  2. Michael Anderson says

    January 17, 2016 at 8:03 am

    Savoring. Saving. Is this what Duns Scotus meant by an encounter with thisness? Your writing is your saving. Thanks for letting us all see what you saw.

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  3. Arden says

    January 17, 2016 at 10:29 am

    That is a real spiritual AHA moment! What a beautiful picture of GOd’s diamonds!
    Arden

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  4. Susan says

    January 17, 2016 at 12:22 pm

    I was right there with you . . . visualizing the diamonds. Glad you didn’t snap a pic but instead remained present. Beautiful!

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  5. Eric says

    January 18, 2016 at 8:41 am

    Perhaps the take away is God’s miracles happen all the time, take their different form at different times. Just get you head out of the paper long enough to look for them in the every day beauty all around you.

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    • David Anderson says

      January 18, 2016 at 8:44 am

      Exactly so, Eric. Thanks.

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  6. cynthia klokel says

    January 18, 2016 at 10:18 am

    Beautiful imagery,David. I sometimes wonder if this is how a small child sees the world.

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  7. Marcia Meinerth says

    January 20, 2016 at 6:34 pm

    Hmm, and in my life time how many of those miracles did I allow to just float by, right in front of me, but they floated non the less. These days I try to remind myself that I am sitting right there in an orchestra seat with NO obstructed view!

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  8. Naudain says

    February 15, 2016 at 7:59 pm

    new email. I didn’t know you had resumed the blog and I don’t want to miss them. this computer is new and I’m not very good at it. I need more lessons from my grandson which I will get when I visit next month thanks naudain

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